Confused

I wake up early this morning. I can't sleep properly the whole night. Something wrong with me, I can't do anything properly, dropping things all over. All I can do just listen to oldies songs, which I can't live without. I don't know what should I do, who should I talk to, since everyone also busy with their lives. I can't be selfish too. I choose to keep everything to myself. Although sometimes I feel like giving up and do stupid things, but I should not behave like childish I'm not kids anymore I always think more than once before I decide to do anything.If I look back until now i manage to go through everything, I'm proud of myself anyway..someone said that I'm different.

Love Me For A Reason

Why we fall in love? There's always a reason when our heart says that we have find someone. Everyone needs love in whatever way. The feeling to be in loved is so special that can make someone smile all the time. Somehow love is complicated to be understood thats why people say love is blind. We can't choose who we fall in love with. Sometimes we can't lie to ourselves to love someone we don't like. Sometimes we do fall in love with the wrong person but sooner or later the right one will be in front of us. Its normal that everyone is looking for their soulmate and how we can know that a person is our soulmate, that only our heart can answer. Sometimes the person is just around us but we can't see and it leads to a stupid choice but anyhow we learned through mistakes. For some people, they fall in love without they even noticing about it. Love definitely makes people happy and also sad depends on situation. If anyone who has find your love of life, treasure the person as much as you can because love is hard enough to find and if you pass it up...it may not come your way again. There must be a reason when someone love you. Even myself I want someone to love me for a reason. Enjoy the songs from The Osmonds and you will understand more why the reason is love.

Life goes on..

Every minute, every hour, time passes by..day becomes week..week becomes years. As I grow older I tend to go through different types of problems in my life in terms of studies, love, money, future and myself. No matter how rich no matter how lucky someone is, still can't get away from having problems. Sometimes I wish I could go back to 10-15 years back when my grandmother was still around and of course my brother. When I were younger life is full of happiness, anything happen around me is none of my business, there's no responsibility on my shoulder. Now..time changes. People say the sweetest time in our life is during our teenagers age. We will experience everything during that period, happy moments, sad moments. It's the time we build ourselves through adulthood. Whatever it is..growing older is not the point, although nowadays times passes by so fast I still find it so slow especally during studies. Now new trimester just begun and it's already second week..Its just the same routine, go to class, ready for labs, midterms, assignment and lastly final exam..i have to face all types of friends along the way and whether i like it or not i have to go through it.Nowadays everyone is competing with each other...who's the best..who's the winner. It happens worldwide. I'm not good at competing but I'm happy with what I have, i'm just trying my best to be a better person each and everyday that passes by.