Just another day..

Today is my bad day...i woke up early but I decided to skip class to study. When I go to tutorial class, I don't understand anything so I just copying everything the tutor is writing on the whiteboard. Suddenly got quiz, need to submit or else attendance won't be taken. Unfortunately I'm the lucky one, she ask me to answer her question..sadly to say I can't answer but showing empty thoughts to her..I have no idea what she one think about me but I'm angry at her why today she's so strict although she's not my tutor for the subject. Another midterm paper is done and I felt so relief...even my facial expression shows that I'm damn tired this few days. Two days in a row of exam such tiring for me. My brain..my whole body is asking for a break. Tonight I'm gonna rest...no revising anything. ..just chillin'.



It's already 12 am and I still don't want to sleep although it is still raining. Such a nice weather to have a wonderful sleep as well as sweet dreams. Can't wait to lye on my bed and hugg my new bear. Although another day has complete...tomorrow is a new day to go through,it's like a battle to me..Hopefully it's better than the day before.

How do I get over it?

It's only small drops of pain but even the rain can turn into rivers..I thought I'd be safe, living behind this wall but the pressures too much, and it's starting to fall.

So how do I get over you?

When you go away, the loneliness that I feel killing me inside, I wonder if you feel it too. Everywhere that I turn, there's something there...something to remind me of you. When I sleep, it's alone, still I reach out..as if you're beside me. I thought I'd be ok..I tried to find something new but everything that I did is something we used to do.

So how do I get over you?

How do I survive living like this. Seems like every place, every person we knew..every sound every taste..reminds me of you. I thought this would be gone, but it's still so strong, I keep holding on, hoping that time will heal everything because what else can I do?

So how do I get over you?

Midterm Fever

Midterm fever is on the air...

At this time library is the most crowded place in campus. Everybody is busy studying every single hour of the day.

We can see everywhere in the library people busy studying and disscussing but of course some students make library like public place where they can do whatever they want. Some students busy talking like they are in 'pasar malam'.

There are students who brings food and drinks..even cigaratte also can be found in the library.

Even myself affected by it...

I became loyal user of the library :)