I hurt someone..

It's 4 a.m but i can't sleep. I feel bad i bad i hurt someone, i didn't mean it but it just happen. I'm thinking of a plan but suddenly it changed i felt dissapointed, i felt stupid. What else i can do other than keep silence. I have no idea this things could become worst, anyways i'm already prepared to accept any consequences. Life has to go on no matter how hard it is. I just keep trying although life is very very unfair.

Unfair

Why life is so unfair, i wish i can be invisible. I can't face everything alone and nobody can understand me. Sometimes i feel like i don't want to live anymore. Happiness doesn't belongs to me. I don't know what else i want in my life since i can't get anything i want in my life. I have stop dreaming because it stops me from living, i'm drowning in my own dream but i would say dream helps me to feel having something special although it's just for a while. At least i can feel there is still hopes for me. I'm still hoping a miracle could happen.