June 7, 2010

Today is a special day, I am 24 and 3 months older. Today also my brother was born 27 years ago and 2 months before he passed away 6 years ago. It may look complicated because everything happened on 7..it is just a coincidence and 7 also my favourite number.

Time really flies when you didn't realize it. I am getting older, life changes unexpectedly. I remember when i was young, i wish to be older but now i'm not really wishing to be younger but i'm wishing for less burden. As I get older, more problems come and responsibilities getting high. Sooner i have to support myself and my parents. It is the cycle of life. Its time for me to build my life.

Although the amount of stress keeps coming everytime i do something is still unmeasureable..still live has to move on. I'm still looking for what i like to do in life. It seems like my life is upside down. I'm dissappointed.

Manic Monday

I used to hate monday because its the starting of almost everything..first day of school, first day of class and now first day of work. Time passes so fast, weekend flies just like that. Feeling so lazy and sleepy.

Second week of training, still hardly to fix myself into the environment. Is it training students are considered not important?Most of us feel bored and do not know what to do. If thats so,is it ok if we just sit down doing nothing and still get paid.

I feel like a big stone..hanging on my eyes, so it will keep closed. Trying m best to open it.