Update

Its been awhile I didn't do any updates on my blog. I'm too busy and do not know what to share. Today I feel like starting again. I watched "Knocked Up" today and I liked it. However lately it seems like everyone around me is celebrating newborn to the families. Congratulations to them. Anyway in the movie is an unplanned pregnancy, so its kinda different but a lot we can learn from it. Bad things, miracle things happening every single day. Each of it carries something which changed humans into a better person. I wish here in Malaysia we can make such movies with real life situations and how to deal with it instead of just fantasies. Life is not perfect at all. We have to go through ups and downs. It depends on you how you deal with it.

June 7, 2010

Today is a special day, I am 24 and 3 months older. Today also my brother was born 27 years ago and 2 months before he passed away 6 years ago. It may look complicated because everything happened on 7..it is just a coincidence and 7 also my favourite number.

Time really flies when you didn't realize it. I am getting older, life changes unexpectedly. I remember when i was young, i wish to be older but now i'm not really wishing to be younger but i'm wishing for less burden. As I get older, more problems come and responsibilities getting high. Sooner i have to support myself and my parents. It is the cycle of life. Its time for me to build my life.

Although the amount of stress keeps coming everytime i do something is still unmeasureable..still live has to move on. I'm still looking for what i like to do in life. It seems like my life is upside down. I'm dissappointed.

Manic Monday

I used to hate monday because its the starting of almost everything..first day of school, first day of class and now first day of work. Time passes so fast, weekend flies just like that. Feeling so lazy and sleepy.

Second week of training, still hardly to fix myself into the environment. Is it training students are considered not important?Most of us feel bored and do not know what to do. If thats so,is it ok if we just sit down doing nothing and still get paid.

I feel like a big stone..hanging on my eyes, so it will keep closed. Trying m best to open it.

Soft Scale Skills

Today i have to wake up early due to soft skills scale exam which scheduled on 8.30 am.
We supposed to be there at 8 am..sadly the paper reach us at 9am. Everyone was totally pissed off,especially those having midterm today. We need time to sleep. Waking up in the morning when we don't have class is not preferable. We need to prepare for midterm some more. Well at least the paper was more like a survey..so it doesn't spoil our head..haha

Brightening essence

New from clinique. A good deal when i purchase it.Thanks to the promoter..hehe lots of gifts and samples. Waiting for the effect..i only use it twice but my skin feels smooth after applying it. Its worth to try.

Recently i bought this book which introduced by my friend alvin. I couldn't get it here in melaka, have to buy all the way in Sinngapore..so sad..hehe. Anyway it's a gift from someone who's hoping that this book could change my life. Normally its really hard for me to finish a book,can say i wil never continue reading it if i find it boring but this book makes me wanna read and read and read :)

Alot of things can be learnt from this book. One thing is "law of attraction" which we normally never realize it. From now on i will focus on thinking positive things which i would like to attract. I will stop thinking negative things which i don't want.

If this book can change my life..it could change ur life too :)