Accounting Class

Today my class starts at 9am..continously until 2pm. Tutorial class was ok, then emg class as usual can't understand anything the lecturer said..lastly is bhm class. It is compulsory for engineering students to take this subject which include economics, accounting and management. It is so called basic but the though one is of course accounting. Even the first exercise was damn hard. I can't follow whatever the lecturer said, i don't know what's going on also. Compare electronics and accounting, 100% sure i will choose electronics..whatever complicated circuits given also i still know what to at least know which formula to use but accounting is like so new to me. The last time i learn was during secondary school, which was about 8 years ago...how am i supposed to catch up in class.My brain totally freeze. A girl next to me so good in accounting because she took prinsip account in school, wish i could borrow her brain for this subject..just to go through this trimester..after the class over i was so relieve because my brain is exhausted..just wanna go home and relax.

sleeping disorder :(

Already 2.47 am i still can't sleep. I feel so lazy to do things and i'm hungry because i'm angry with someone. Maybe i'm too much but when someone has promised to me, i will take it serious. Sometimes it is worth to wait but how long i can wait.That the question which running through my mind. I'm afraid to make decision because it will either make me happy or sad. I can't take the risk for now so i guess i will let time decide for me. Anyway after watching batman i got strength already after having bad days. I like it so much especially the joker.

Criminals

Few days ago when i came back from class, i was so shocked to see my house in such a mess. I was alone and i found out that somebody has broken into my house and took most of my precious things. Of course the lost i quite alot but the priceless things which means the most to me also gone. I feel sad, angry..everything. I'm sure this done by unresponsible and uneducated indonesian worker. The government let them work here but this is what they do. If they did this for a living,how long they can survive.."sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga". I'm not looking down at them but stealing is not a wise thing to do.

They went into my house through the window

My neighbour having the a renovation and the construction worker has opened the fence between my house and my neighbour. I say it is on purpose, maybe they had planned it. How come on the day the break in there's no construction going on.

They dig every single thing.

They also went inside my neighbour's house...

Although i hope the cop will find the people who responsible for this anyhow i still have doubt. For all this while there are few cases in my area but still it happening. Who should be blame??Since my area is really quite especially during day time these people take advantage of it.Now...a home which should be a shelter to me has become a dangerous place. It is so hard to live with the feeling that i am in danger. I can't go back home alone, really sucks. I can't even keep my valueables at home. How am i supose to carry everything with me. I'm still upset but many people said to me that the most important thing is i'm safe. I just need time to recover from all this. It is true that human is more dangerous than ghost. Deep inside i wish i could get my things back.