Recently my hp got problem with the screen and about too weeks without it feels like part of my life is missing( i have to take pictures using my laptop). It happens i overslept due to the stupid phone the shop gave me. I have to skip class on that day. Anyway i'm not feeling good and i did purposely skip some class that i think can catch up myself later. Things doesn't go like i want it to be. Few days ago i went to see doctor and he says i'm healthy but i told him that i need something for my stress because i'm having all the symptoms. He told me to smile because most of the time my face shows that i'm tense. He said life is too short not to be happy. Anyway i told my mother that i have no reason to be happy. I can't even fake a smile. I believe when we are happy, it will glows from the inside and make the person look better. It's the natural beauty.
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Even when i did facial treatment they give do massage for me and the girl says that i'm tense, because she can feel the muscles on my shoulder tight. I feel good after the treatment :)
I myself can't see the difference but i can feel, anyway i got good feedback from many people so means it works. The only thing im not satisfied is my weight. I've been eating alot since i feel the stress and i don't look good in my clothes now. This trimester break i need to do something with it. I just did my first final exam paper after struggling for about 1 week, i did my best already now it's on the lecturer's hand. Anyway the venue really cold and i'm freezing in there until my brain also freeze. Then i went jusco and eat 'bihun garing' and after that watch bedtime stories. I feel better beacause i manage to laugh out loud without thinking about exam (another paper this saturday). Still got few days to prepare. After movie went back around 4 something then i slept until 8...i'm in deep sleep, the mosquitoes also make noise near my ear i can just ignore but after that my hands all ichy. I wake up also because my mother wakes me up if not i think i'll continue then. After dinner watch tv for a while and online, find themes for my hp since i already get it back.
Right now i'm starting the engine for the next paper but other problems came in. I feel confuse but i don't want to think. Anyhow life has to move on. Songs only can be my friend most of the time. I heal myself by listening to songs. Once again i fell in love with this song because before this i feel bored already. The song is "On and on-by Nick Lachey".
When the darkness finds the night My heart still beat for you In your eyes I see the lie What can I do, I'll try my best to walk away So I don't have to feel the painIt goes on and on, on and on And this emptiness I feel goes on and on On and on As I cry myself to sleep I just can't go on On and on When this love I feel for you is so strong On and on, on and on Why can't I feel your heartbeat next to mine The way it used to beI love that purpose that is so right I need you to see I try my best to walk away But I'll never escape the pain It goes on and on, on and on It goes on and on....
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