How to be happy?

How to be happy?

Definitely everybody wanna be happy but how? Every day as i grow older more challenges i have to face. Sometimes i don't feel strong to go on. Apart from being lonely i'm not happy. Feel i'm lack of attention. Everybody is busy with their own things..i can't blame them too. Sometimes i feel life is so unfair, some poeple went through easy life but some went through hard life. Whether its fair or not i don't think i'm the right person to judge. Normally human never satisfied with what they have. Anyhow i'm not asking for impossible things...just a little bit of happiness because i can't fake a smile when i'm sad. I don't know who totalk to when i'm sad.

Is crying is the best solution?

I believe when i cry everything out i will feel better. If i can sell my tears i can be a millionaire by now. No matter how much i cry also it can't be healed. Why everybody go against me? Why i can't make my own decision? Is it i don't have the right to choose what i want? I just don't understand adult, i'm an adult but i'm referring to others who older than me. Just because they are older than me, they see world earlier than me that does not mean they always right. Since human do always make mistakes and we learn through that ever since we were young.

I hate rules..

Rules are meant to be broken...yes it is. Lately rules in campus got some changes and i don't feel uncomfortable. Today when i want to enter library around 1.30p.m. they wanna check my handbag. What can i bring in it, time bomb is it? Bottle canot bring in, anyway i'm gone drink there la, i do realize that i'm a civilized kind of person. I did ask the security why normally never check, she said we must check...not acceptable at all, they don't even know what they are doing. Today before 12 p.m. i enter library they never check also. Is it this rules just effective after lunch time..lol..so ridiculous. Then i do whatever stuff i suppose to do in library. When i go out also they wanna check, my handbag is small anyway which textbook can fit it. Feel like now library is the last place to go. The reason i bring handbag so that i don't have to leave mybag outside but they wanna to check, my things inside is personal anyway..i hate people touch my things. Do i need to ask am i look like a thief? I can buy what i want no need to steal, my parents give me money ok.


How to be happy like this? Small things they bring up. I don't know if after this they wanna control students outfit. Totally not acceptable.