Am I alone in this world??

"Am I alone in this world??"

This question keep on popping in my head and I don't know the answer. I feel isolated from others,i'm struggling to mingle...maybe i don't like to mix around. I tried very hard but still i look stupid to others. Even my mother can't see the difference in me, how far i have change by now. Why she always see other people changes and ignore me. I'm 22 but she treats me like i'm 2. I won't tolerate,even if my fault but i don't think so. She knows i don't like but she pretend like nothing happen. Maybe because i don't follow what she say, it doesn't mean she has to betrayed me. I told her but no difference. If she wants to be like that i will be more stubborn. The loneliness i feel is more than anything, she never try to understand me i'm a teenager who needs attention if she can't give i need to find somewhere else. I may sound like a cruel daughter here but in future i need to be on my feet. She choose not to talk to me then fine i talk to someone else. I don't want to be selfish.

Recently a student in campus who happen to be my classmate suspected comitted suicide, his body was found at jetty near holiday inn. He has the look, intelligent, rich...which the whole package for a perfect guy but he chose to end his life. Whatever reason he choose to end his life that is his choice and we don't know the real story. Everybody has problems but the difference is how people deal with it. The moral of the story here, is this the solution? Almost every year got student committed suicide. Is it student life so hectic make then do the decision or the problem in their family. I have problems too and sometimes i don'tknow how to deal with it.