Interesting day.

Today is the last class for antenna and propagation, Mr. Muslim will give tips or maybe important thing to study for final. Anyway my mind packed with other things which is assignment for both subjects i took this trimester which due on sunday and monday. After class straight go to library and cracked my head to do the calculation. Time passes by my friend and I forgot that we haven't eat from morning. Anyway around 5 something i guess we finally decide to go back and eat. Since my friend is vegetarian today i let him choose the place so i follow him and we chit chat about many things. Eventhough i feel tension but i guess i did talk alot today. My friend returned my cpu that he repaired for me. I eat nasi goreng,quite nice and i'm full. Later i drop by at my cousin's house and we talk alot too. Around 8 only i go home. I feel better. Then my mother told me that she feel sad abit about something like didn't appreciate that she helped her. Anyway I did told her not to but she refuse to listen to me. Normally people say mother knows better but this time she's wrong because when I hate someone there must be a reason. I don't simply hate someone for nothing, "menghabiskan beras je"..lol..

Just now i watch reality show "Who wants to be a superhero"...today is the final, there are 3 of them, hyper-strike,defuser and hygiena. I guess defuser or hyper-strike will win at last defuser is the winner but Stan Lee always say there is no loser. Later i need to wake up early to register course. I guess there's no rushing because i still have 1 hour class on friday.

Fun day

Today there's new shop called sapura opening in campus so i decided to enter the class abit late to run for the early bird lucky draw. Since last night i'm quite dissapointed with midterm paper so i wanna have fun today. But too bad i only got lucky pen but its ok for the sake of fun. Interesting to see those mac products but expensive for me. Then i go to class, while the lecturer already started 30 minutes ago..inside the class also cannot understand and my hp also make problem. After class went to library a while then go fetch my cousin and go for lunch. Then go mp to send my phone for repair since still under warranty and luckily the girl gave me a hp to use while waiting for my hp. She said in a week..just wait..what else can i do..live has to move on. After that we go giant, i wanna go to acer shop asking about the warranty and then we eat ice cream. I thought wanna hang out long but i have to settle my lab report since tomorrow i will be busy with my class and another lab session. I sit at the libary until 6pm waiting for alvin to go pasar malam. So long didn't eat machi and soya bean...really full after that but we still but cendawan goreng because temptation. Overal i feel happy not stress anymore.

Pc Fair

Last friday pc fair is back in mahkota parade(mp) so i take this opportunity to find a laptop for myself. Anyhow i have to go by myself since everyone is busy but at last my mother pickup the phone and she will accompany me during lunch. The road so pack and i can't enter mahkota because the parking area is full and they temporary closed it. After second round i just wait at the roadside for a while until they open. Finally i can enter and i just park any "empty space" not "parking space". I just walk around...so many booth and they trying to attract customer by giving extra gift. From my observation the laptop prices are the same for different booth but the gift package make the different. As the customer i have the right to choose and i end up at a booth represents style vision sdn bhd. After getting some important information about laptop from my kk i decided for acer aspire4920.

The salesguy also very convincing when i ask more about the functions all that. Then when he gave the resit i saw his name. What a coincidence i meet my primary tuition mate. He also quite shock when i know where he's staying. Got advantage anyway due to this coincidence :)

There 3 packages to choose,he also recommend to take package B because can upgrade another 2GB RAM..so it will be 4GB.Last time my pc only 256GB RAM,sound so sad. Other things in the package are:-

keyboard protector

extended warranty..altogether become 3 years

notebook computerlock

travelling notebook bag

optical mouse

travel adaptor..although i dont need it for now

cds..

cleaning kit..

Not to forget it's windows vista home premium. Then i send my mother back to the bank. I went back home testing my laptop and the bad thing is i can't connect internet, it says invalid password...i've tried every single possiblities but i can't get. When i call Tm the guy said they will make report but supposely it can be done on the spot, i just don't understand. They spoil my day.

Kuala Selangor Trip

Last saturday i went for a trip to kuaa selangor organized by mmu tourism club. Before we to out destination which is firefly park we stop at sunway village first since firefly can only be seen at night. We depart from melaka around 9a.m. since someone wake up late so we the whole bus have to wait for him. We reach sunway around 11 something. First target is toilet then of course i must eat first before go shopping. I choose kenny rogers since it happens to be one of my favourite singer.

kenny rogers

this is my lunch..so nice :)

sky juice

Done first mission next is taking as much pictures as we can, since this is the first time alvin came here.

sunway lagoon i'm here :P

another picture

christmas tree :)

another christmas tree, i'm picking the decoration..shuu!!

sunway pyramid

Then we walk around looking for the perfect shoe but i couldn't find the right one. While walking still take pictures and we came to ice skating place. It's been so long i wanna try this, so many times i come here but never get the chance to play. Today is the day. School holidays rate is RM21 per person, gloves RM8 and stockings RM5...kinda expensive but for experience and can say my passsion too.

view from up

i'm ready :))

me :))


sempat lagi posing before returning the shoe



our main target for the trip

our dinner for the day

We left sunway around 4p.m. and suppose to go on a journey to kuala selangor for 2 hours++ but i think before 6 also reach already. Have to queue for toilet and not that clean, sorry i'm very particular on this. Then we walk around the park see where the boat, it seems scary to see the river suddenly wild imagination came of course crocodile..Then we had our dinner and waited until its dark then only we were allowed to go for the ride. There's a guy bought mosquito repellent and ofer to everyone, at first i thought i won't need it since i'm not the nosquito favourite but then i still use for precaution. We were given life jacket and get on the boat. We can't take the picture of the fireflies. The environment the was so quiet while on the boat. We went boat riding in the dark. Alot of fireflies we can see at the tree, like christmas tree. After we get down from the boat we can see the queue so long and surprisingly all are tourist from all over the world. This place is well known so i think they should ugrade the place. Finally time to go home..feel so tired. In the bus watching horror movie but its not scary at all so i slept but i can hear other talking non stop, i feel like asking them to sleep,don't u tired...reach melaka around 11 then my mother fetch me. Reach home take shower and eat bread and sleep.

How to be happy?

How to be happy?

Definitely everybody wanna be happy but how? Every day as i grow older more challenges i have to face. Sometimes i don't feel strong to go on. Apart from being lonely i'm not happy. Feel i'm lack of attention. Everybody is busy with their own things..i can't blame them too. Sometimes i feel life is so unfair, some poeple went through easy life but some went through hard life. Whether its fair or not i don't think i'm the right person to judge. Normally human never satisfied with what they have. Anyhow i'm not asking for impossible things...just a little bit of happiness because i can't fake a smile when i'm sad. I don't know who totalk to when i'm sad.

Is crying is the best solution?

I believe when i cry everything out i will feel better. If i can sell my tears i can be a millionaire by now. No matter how much i cry also it can't be healed. Why everybody go against me? Why i can't make my own decision? Is it i don't have the right to choose what i want? I just don't understand adult, i'm an adult but i'm referring to others who older than me. Just because they are older than me, they see world earlier than me that does not mean they always right. Since human do always make mistakes and we learn through that ever since we were young.

I hate rules..

Rules are meant to be broken...yes it is. Lately rules in campus got some changes and i don't feel uncomfortable. Today when i want to enter library around 1.30p.m. they wanna check my handbag. What can i bring in it, time bomb is it? Bottle canot bring in, anyway i'm gone drink there la, i do realize that i'm a civilized kind of person. I did ask the security why normally never check, she said we must check...not acceptable at all, they don't even know what they are doing. Today before 12 p.m. i enter library they never check also. Is it this rules just effective after lunch time..lol..so ridiculous. Then i do whatever stuff i suppose to do in library. When i go out also they wanna check, my handbag is small anyway which textbook can fit it. Feel like now library is the last place to go. The reason i bring handbag so that i don't have to leave mybag outside but they wanna to check, my things inside is personal anyway..i hate people touch my things. Do i need to ask am i look like a thief? I can buy what i want no need to steal, my parents give me money ok.


How to be happy like this? Small things they bring up. I don't know if after this they wanna control students outfit. Totally not acceptable.

Tiring day..

Today my schedule rather pack...before class starts at 10a.m. i went to return book in library, overdue just one day due to their policy that i can't renew. That menas i have to pay 20 cents but they don't have change and expect i got 20 cents, they said just open shop...who wanna bring coins anyway. Tutorial with Mr. Aras as usual he won't let us copy since he will upload so he want us to concentrate. Most of the time he likes us to think and communicate with him. Done 2 tutorials, friday no class. Next class at 12p.m. i follow kalai to take his shoes and we continue chit chat then walk all the way to fosee. Mr. Liew class as usual also students at the back tallking non stop, pity him but i salute his effect to make us understand through his drawings so we don't need to memorize sentences. Around 1.30p.m. finish already. My whole body feel pain, i bought twiggies, mineral water and panadol. At 2p.m. got OOC1 lab...see Mr. Aras again but it's ok i like the way he's explaining. Partner with Kalai, we start the experiment smoothly but too bad the fiber ot problem we get wrong value...Mr. Aras check everything for us, change the transmitter, receiver and multimeter at last the fiber. Just small thing that make changes. Then we proceed...report send in 2 weeks can do in groups, thanks to Mr. Aras. Finish around 4p.m. Then i went next door to find Mr. Muslim, finally since i've been looking for him the whole week just for the sake of his approval because the technician insisted me to find him. Next week is my new date, what to do group 9 full already..better early then do lab on the day i have midterm..thanks Mr.Muslim. It's time to go home, i'm so hungry. I bought 'cendawan goreng' at ep...many people buying RM2 for 3 sticks..alot..i'm really full then. After that watch and fall asleep until my mother came back from work...it's like a routine already. Overal today is tiring but i have fun in lab today, not like always so stress...

Why humans are different?

God created this world uniquely and we human as His creation are also unique. We are created in different sizes, looks, tastes, skin colours, races, religions. The advantages when we are differennt may be applied when we looking for partners. If all guys likes the same women how this world would be..same goes for girls. No matter we are pretty or not there must be someone who willing to accept us as we are. (I believe in it).

Somehow the differences makes human fight against each other especially in terms of races and religions. Anywhere in the world we can see.

• Why humans must compare?


• Why humans always choose only their people?

This problem leads to war and etc...

As for me I like to mix with different races because we can share many things. Due to this i faced problem because not everyone can accept when different races mix together. So far no one questioned me but I know they are not satisfied. Even I have collections of english songs also people ask why no malay songs at all. I don't give a damn...I'm the one who listening. I communicate with friends using english language also got problem? Does it make me look like an alien? If I don't speak I won't improve myself, I don't care what they want to say because it is for my own good. I don't like when people only think about their own people only. We live together we must try to mix around and accept people. There's no use make enemy with people we don't even know just because of different colours and races. In my opinion we should not look at the difference between us but we should emphasize on what makes us together and stronger.

Look at those babies...how innocent they are. Different colours and races but they are just babies, we are the one who will colour their world. I know this issue racist is kinda sensitive but it's just my opinion. I want to see people together no matter what color they are.

~peace~

Alone vs. Lonely

Alone vs. Lonely

What't the different between this two words. Sound the same but has different meaning. Alone means there's no one around you, lonely on the other hand means many people around you but you feel that you're alone.

Which one is the worse?

I think both could be worse because one of it will lead to the other one. When you're alone, always alone in the end you will feel lonely.

Why human feel lonely?

Seriously I have no answer for that. I do feel lonely too. Sometimes I prefer to be alone but then i get tired of being alone because i will feel lonely too. I wish to get rid of this feelings but i failed. I can see that most of us did silly things when they are alone...even i did the same thing. When I go out try to release tension i tend to feel lonely when i walk alone seeing people with their friends, couples and families. Nowadays my parents always busy working on weekends, makes me hate home. While friends also busy with their things. The problem is why I always alone and lonely. I'm willing to be there for my friends but sometimes when i need someone there's no one there. Is it what goes around comes around? Is it I'm too nice to people?

What should human do when feel alone or lonely?

• Find some hobbies like playing games or make puzzles.
• Eat chocolate or anything.
• Find online friends.
• Blogging.
• Surf internet.
• Watch tv series that available online.
• Listening to music. (i choose oldies)

Honestly I find that none of these works when I'm too bored.

Madagascar dayzz...

Today class starts at 10 a.m. Mr. Liew conducted tutorial in lecture class today. He likes to draw alot, those antennas transmiting and receiving thing. Anyway as long as i can understand doesn't matter what he drew on the whiteboard i will copy. As usual class finish early, then i went to FET take lab sheet and get the coordinater approval for changing my lab session. I'm glad he approved. I went to mosque square and buy big apple's doughnut...and while waiting for alvin i study in library (sound so nerdy...hahaha..). We are going to watch madagascar at 2.30 p.m. but then plan changed to 4.30 p.m.

Ice blended cappucino ~yummy~

To kill the time, we eat first(means alvin eat...hehehe..). I only drink ice blended cappucino, so nice. Then of course buy buns andnext thing to came whore in cinema. We got the best location which is J7 and J8, exactly in the middle of the skrin. Anyway madagascar really hilarious, today alot of people watchig since it's already school holidays...alot of parents bringing their kids along, so noisy. Watching movie also no peace at all. I can't imagine being parents bring kids to movie.

~My seat number 8~

Thanx for the picture, it's so nice...maybe i should get a digital camera...tempting la..Anyway there's something i need more than a digital camera now.

Let's talk about madagascar...normally hollywood movie not just a movie which we watch for fun. They always put in family values and lots of morale stories in it. Those that are lacking in malaysian movies which normally empahize on just "love". Anyway word of wisdom for today "love has no boundaries" which united gloria and melman. Must watch madagascar :P Sometimes we look far to find the right one but the one we are looking for is just in front of us.

HELP ME??

I'm crawling in the dark searching for myself, looking for the strength that I have. Everybody goes through a dark life but I always ask why I have to go through hard life. I'm not rich it's ok but I hate it when I'm being humiliated and people compare me with others. Well, I'm not perfect like everyone else. I've been trying to forget and forgive. Maybe it's true that human can forgive but human can't forget what has happened. Anyhow both are hard for me. I want to let go the hate feeling that kills me silently, I don't know how the hatred feeling grows inside me. Well I don't hate anybody for no reason and I don't hate everybody. Maybe I was jealous but this does not apply to everyone. There must be a limit to be patient. Why people have to show that they are bigger and have everything and make me look like a loser. You are not a God anyway. You are just lucky that everyone is behind your back and make you look like you're the perfect person. That's the word "lucky". Other people have to work hard to be "someone" but people don't look at that "someone". Things that growing can't be stopped. It's like the cancer cells that kills silently. It's the matter how we control it. From the outside people think that I'm happy with what I have. There's no way we can judge a book by it's cover. Human never satisfies anyway. I don't know who to speak to so I choose blogging. Thanks to Alvin. When others don't understand how I feel it really hard to explain, then just let go. I want to be a better person but the path is really not easy. Why you have easy path? Why you always win?WHY?WHY?WHY?Why I can't hear anything about you. I can accept other people who's bigger than me or I can say bigger than you. Maybe because you don't deserve it. I'm sorry I can't faced you because I'm not hypocrite like you who being nice in front of me showing that you care but you don't. I hope I understand how others take it but I can't. All I'm asking stop stealing my mother from me. Maybe my mother did it for the sake of relative and your family. OMG! why have to pay it through you?? Why not someone else who I take as my sisters ?? That's I don't understand. Every excuses you gave is acceptable but not mine. It's simply not fair. I really really hope the hatred growth inside me that you created can be amputated...Ouchh?it's not a leg anyway. "Monster are not born, our words created them" quoted from the drama Frontpage. I think it's true because many people who did bad things not because they are bad but they can't handle with themselves, trying to be someone else. In the drama the guy created another individual of himself who's perfect to fight bad things people said to him,because people look down at him even his own mother. Girls he love hates him because he's ugly. See how words turn human to be monster. I don't want to be like him end up killing people..I'm still insane. I just wanna express how I feel.

hAppY dAy

As usual when i woke up in the morning my parents already went to work since ocbc is openned 7 days a week, rarely my parents get off day if there is also have to take turns. I prefer to go out rather than feel bored at home. So today actually i went out with alvin, since both of us looking for present. Then visit mbo and end up buying ticket to watch high school musical. The show at 4pm so we walk around jj and mlk mall looking for our presents.

that's for my KK

Done with our shopping then we both pose gedik at the cinema...lol

HSM poster :)

Overall, i had fun today. Perfect day...remember, happiness is a gift. Enjoy life as much as you can. As long as i never come across things that will spoil my mood then it's ok.

How you wear contact lens.

Contact lens make life easier for those who wears specs. Contact lens helps lead us to a better vision compare to specs because it covers our cornea, not like specs only restricted to front view to where we are facing. As for me, I prefer contact lense. To wear contact lense of course we need to know the basic things since we are about to insert something into our eyes.

A pair of contact lenses, positioned with the concave side facing upward.

Firstly, the person must make sure both wash hands. Then we need the solution, lens cover to store contact lens and of course contact lense itself.

Contact lense must be cleaned using the solution. Then make sure the concave side of the contact lense is facing upward(This to ensure the contact lense fits your cornea) then put inside ur eyes. ( see figure below.) before that of course you need to open your eyes as big as you can. .I find that coloured contact lense easier to wear and i can easily differentiate which one is the concave side.

Hold the contact lense using your finger .

Then you will get this.( see figure below.) The contact lense already in. That's how you wear.

Recently i bought coloured contact lense, among the colours i fell in love with green. Eventhough it's not my favourite colour and i always thought that green won't suit my skin. Even my mother get a shocked i said i bought green but the the effect change it. (see the figure below.)



Well, specially to my friend alvin..you must try contact lens its not hard to wear anyway..lol. Make your dream come true, i wanna see you with the freshlook...colored eyes.

A day out.

Since my plan to kl tak jadi, suddenly new plan came. I'm still happy although I'm still sick...flu and cough really sickening..argghhh! Anyway around 9 something the cloud already giving signs to rain...it rains like cats and dogs. On my way to mp there's a car stuck inthe middle of the road before the fly over because of the water. Luckily it went smoothly for me. First thing to do at mp is "eat"...then play bowling. It was bad at the beginning but then i won 2 games..sorry to the loser..lol.

that's how to throw :P

and the ball goes all the way to attact the pins

is that how you throw "mr. loser"

anyway you're not a loser to me...nice shirt :P

Then go mbo to watch movie, suppose wanna watch high school musical but then i miss 5 minutes again! Tropic thunder is the backup, the movie was funny...after that go eat again, claypot time but this time the taste not like before make me addicted. Maybe the man who cook the claypot has loose his magic touch already.

After that shopping time. I saw jeans outside a shop and i fell in love with it. It really fits me, love it..thank you for that :P

Choices in life.

In life people always had to make choices. When it comes to choices it will be hard to decide. I do think sometimes i make wrong decision. If only i can see the future, i will not make wrong decision at all. Sometimes i can't see things properly whether its good or bad..i need some guidance. Whether i'm strong or not i need to face what i have decided. I find that this poem by Robert Frost could help people make wise choice.

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Thyroid

What is thyroid?

Thyroid is a small gland, shaped like a butterfly, located in the lower part of our neck. The function of a gland is to secrete hormones. The main hormones released by the thyroid are triiodothyronine, abbreviated as T3, and thyroxine, abbreviated as T4. These thyroid hormones deliver energy to cells of the body. The picture make it clear of the location of the thyroid..

What Diseases and Conditions Affect the Thyroid?

1. Hypothyroidism - An underactive thyroid.
2. Hyperthyroidism - An overactive thyroid.
3. Goiter - An enlarged thyroid.
4. Thyroid Nodules - Lumps in the thyroid gland.
5. Thyroid Cancer - Malignant thyroid nodules or tissue.
6. Thyroiditis - Inflammation of the thyroid.

I wanna emphasize on the first 2 diseases which i'm going through since i was 17. Few months before i'm sitting for SPM examination i was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism which i was told that i'm hyperthyroid. My heart beating fast, i couldn't concentrate with my studies and i eat alot but i never gain weight in fact i'm loosing weight. I was admitted just to make sure i'm relaxed so that my heart beating comes to normal.

Well it never crossed my mind to read more about it but recently i did. So just wanna share it with everybody so that people are aware of it. From the outside people diagnosed with thyroid problem seems to be healthy but they are not. Many things or i shall say problems which shall lead to worse case. I just knew i could have both of it, hyperthyroid and hypothyroid. This disease is inherrited. After i was diagnosed, my mom was diagnosed to because the doctor said it is inherrited that means either my mom or dad could have it. This disease keeps coming back eventhough you're already normal after medication. Some cases patient have to be under medication for the rest of his or her life.

It's just a knowledge to share :)

Last paper

IntroductionTo Power System

My very last paper for this final on saturday. Can't wait to finish it. I got extra tips from Dr.Venkata...i feel so happy. Hoping to score on this subject. Luckily it's 9a.m.After that i'm free. As usual feel lazy to study...at this time sleeping is the best thing..sighhh...

Cuties

Babies or we can call kids, why people love them. Maybe because of their innocence. Whatever the reason i love them too. If i feel sad kids can be entertaining. I miss all mi nieces and nephews. They can be naughty and they can be irritating but they are cute.


Nor Sarah

Everybody loves her, her pictures everywhere, she's photogenic. Everytime i see her she's gettin bigger n bigger..lol..anyhow i miss her, she's adorable.

Syafiah & Syafqah

The twins, so long i didn't see them, they more quiet but still cute. Now they live in kelantan with their grandparents..miss them so much.

Afiq Hakimi

Afiq the naughty one, was born at home during hari raya supposed to be named as syawal..but the granny scared he will become 'gagap' like P.Ramlee as syawal in ahmad albab. Anyway afiq makes him become naughty. He's small but run really fast like the wind. Miss him too because he's close to me.

Nur Nida Nabihah

Was born the same date with Will Smith. Quite adorable too, like to make facial expressions. Just play with her just now since whe's currently in melaka already miss her now.

Mifzal Muhaimin

Another newborn, the brother of nabihah was born merely a year after her and still sleeping all the time but i manage to captured this. He's cute too, can't wait to hold him.