Soft Scale Skills

Today i have to wake up early due to soft skills scale exam which scheduled on 8.30 am.
We supposed to be there at 8 am..sadly the paper reach us at 9am. Everyone was totally pissed off,especially those having midterm today. We need time to sleep. Waking up in the morning when we don't have class is not preferable. We need to prepare for midterm some more. Well at least the paper was more like a survey..so it doesn't spoil our head..haha

Brightening essence

New from clinique. A good deal when i purchase it.Thanks to the promoter..hehe lots of gifts and samples. Waiting for the effect..i only use it twice but my skin feels smooth after applying it. Its worth to try.

Recently i bought this book which introduced by my friend alvin. I couldn't get it here in melaka, have to buy all the way in Sinngapore..so sad..hehe. Anyway it's a gift from someone who's hoping that this book could change my life. Normally its really hard for me to finish a book,can say i wil never continue reading it if i find it boring but this book makes me wanna read and read and read :)

Alot of things can be learnt from this book. One thing is "law of attraction" which we normally never realize it. From now on i will focus on thinking positive things which i would like to attract. I will stop thinking negative things which i don't want.

If this book can change my life..it could change ur life too :)

Smile

Michael Jackson : Smile

(A tribute to Charlie Chaplin taken from the stage version of "Smile")
Words Written by John Turner and Geoffrey Parsons.
Music Composed by Charles Chaplin.
Produced by David Foster and Michael Jackson.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

I really love this song..whenever i'm sad i will listen to this and it really makes me feel better. Eventhough its hard to smile but the words really meaningful to me when i listen to it.

After midterm

After EMI paper, feel so relief..the question too simple until i can't do but the question with the highest marks i think i can do perfectly..lol.Went dinner with yaya n alvin, eating pizza. 3 of us really full after that,then we chit chat since so long we never meet n outing together.

Now it't time to get close to the laptop again..hehe..play games and of course fb.

Circle of life

3 am in the morning...

I'm still unable to sleep eventhough my eyes are closed. Class at 8 a.m. What else to do? Everything is prepared for tomorrow. I decided to read chapter 1 notes since midterm is around the corner. Normally that trick will make me sleep right away but how come it's not working now ??

Finally I am sleeping (i guess tidur-tidur ayam)

I woke up even before my alarm rings.

I'm late approximately 10 mins late for class ( wasn't that bad)..the lecturer just about to start the lecture. She gave some good news which our class will be cancelled on thursday for the next 2 weeks and the bad news is good luck for midterm. Reminders not make me aware but makes me scared.

Last night..

After studying in library my a friend of mine, it's time for dinner. Met my father's old friend or should i say ex-colleuge. Then drag another friend..SO it's like a reunion to them. Quite nice listening to old times experience with some jokes. Men on my right talking about work mostly...women on my left counting grandchildren..ouchh! I guess thats the circle of life..when they were young the look for partner and get married and have kids and unfortunately now waiting for grandchilren. IT could be my circle of life to but it isn't my time yer and i hope they could understand that marriage is not everything. It's their mentality makes them like that.

However, my life has to move on no matter how they look at it and i know that i'm always different from others.

Someone annoying

Most of the time i feel annoyed with someone...is it just me or they are just annoying. I'm willing to help them but when i need help they just dissappear. Somehow others like them so what can i say, i can't complain it to anyone...just take it for like another 2-3 trimesters then i don't have to see their face anymore. Today they annoyed me alot and i feel like cutting them into pieces. I hate last minute work and i don't really have to go with their timetable, just because they have some plans this weekends they wanna make me slows down my work. Come on, its assignment,how when start working already the boss says monday is the dateline...dare to say can i submit on tuesday just because they have plans on weekends. When i have plans always people disturb, i just take it easy but why can't they help me when they have plans. I'm trying my best to like "you" but there's always flaws there so i can't. Its just weird that others did not annoys me like "you" do.

I'm always wondering how to make people listen to me because whatever i say most of the time being ignored. I realize that I am nobody that's why nobody care to listen to what i say although what i say might change many things. Thanks to anyone who does listen to me, i appreciate that they care for my voices..

What a sleepy day