Circle of life

3 am in the morning...

I'm still unable to sleep eventhough my eyes are closed. Class at 8 a.m. What else to do? Everything is prepared for tomorrow. I decided to read chapter 1 notes since midterm is around the corner. Normally that trick will make me sleep right away but how come it's not working now ??

Finally I am sleeping (i guess tidur-tidur ayam)

I woke up even before my alarm rings.

I'm late approximately 10 mins late for class ( wasn't that bad)..the lecturer just about to start the lecture. She gave some good news which our class will be cancelled on thursday for the next 2 weeks and the bad news is good luck for midterm. Reminders not make me aware but makes me scared.

Last night..

After studying in library my a friend of mine, it's time for dinner. Met my father's old friend or should i say ex-colleuge. Then drag another friend..SO it's like a reunion to them. Quite nice listening to old times experience with some jokes. Men on my right talking about work mostly...women on my left counting grandchildren..ouchh! I guess thats the circle of life..when they were young the look for partner and get married and have kids and unfortunately now waiting for grandchilren. IT could be my circle of life to but it isn't my time yer and i hope they could understand that marriage is not everything. It's their mentality makes them like that.

However, my life has to move on no matter how they look at it and i know that i'm always different from others.