After emg

After emg paper i feel so great, my head suddenly so light. I went to melaka mall eat ice-cream, watch movie and finnally eat claypot. Feel so happy. The movie really funny i love it and i also took some pictures in the cinema, never did that because its dark but the result is really good. Those pictures look glamour and scary too..lol. After had dinner went home, took shower and sleep. Its the most wonderful moment, i don't know anything happening just my dream. When I woke up, i thought it will be a brighter day but someone has destroy it. I can't believe it really bothers me although i have promise to ignore it..but it's definitely not fun being ignored. Why my mother angry with me when i refused to go the 'kenduri'. My simple reason wanna study and she refuse to talk to me. I don't give a damn. As long as i'm happy i'm ok with it. I wonder what that 'particular person' give my mother until she cared about her more than she care about me, as if that 'particular person' is her daughter. Everybody also give attention to her, because she's perfect. I know i'm not perfect but i don't like to be treated that way. I choose to stay at home, anyway what so big deal stay alone at home. Everyday also the same thing. Just feel tired of exam, my brain keep on freezing these days i dont know why. I manage to go through 3 papers by now and i hope everything will be ok. I just finish cleaning my room feel so happy.